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what a year making freinds and losing freind is that how its going to be for the rest of my life i hope not. well i hope not with the losing them part i love me new frinds but miss my old ones.this sucks but yeah ever one changes for the better and for the good. these days for the worsts. what you should be asking your self have you changed and if you for the better or the worst. you will know if it was for the better or the worst by asking you self iam i happier this way or do i jsut think that iam i am? aim i truely happy or is thsi all just a cover? to make people think thatiam ok
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2 hundred ppl kicked me in the nuts | FUCK
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[29 Jan 2005|06:23pm] |
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this is for alll you mother fuckers out thier that like being fucking ass holes.you all fucking suck...and god hates you...alot!so get over your self and grow the fuck up you are all like what 17 at lest. stop being 8 and then maybe...jsut maybe...god want hate you so much.i mean comon what the fuck are you thinking when you go and mock poeple for no good reason and being abitch calling poeple shalow when you deont even now them.well the piont is stop sucking.stop being such fuck asses and grow the fuck up.
and by the way god yeah he FUCKING HATES YOU ALOT!thank you and ahve a nice day
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2 hundred ppl kicked me in the nuts | FUCK
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[23 Jan 2005|01:11am] |
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well another dayat work pritty shitty. last night was well intresting. mike, ryan, and josh fuck with me and derak in our sleep. it was so fucked up. but i have to give it to them it was good. the only thing that pissed me off about it was the pics they toke but what ever eaht are you going to do. so any ways me and derak went and toke all the air our of their car tiers ans wrote them on AIM taht we did it so that they would not go any ware with them like that so of cource we lost power so they never got it so both of them lest and i felt realy bed becouse i didnt wnat them to crash or any thing.that would be shitty as hell but we are all cool now so what ever any ways fuck it.
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[18 Jan 2005|05:00pm] |
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The other day something amazing happened. I met a new friend. His name was fluffums and he was my neighbor's billy goat. We made passionate goat sex all night long. All day long too. The next day his family moved away and I was left alone, all I had was the distant memory of his bleating. Come home to me fluffums. I long for thee.
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2 hundred ppl kicked me in the nuts | FUCK
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[16 Jan 2005|02:14pm] |
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hmmm. what a shitty day! what a shitty year! this is all around shitty! yay!
i mean with all the bullshit that has been going on. nothing is at all what it sould be. but hey it will all work out in the end it all ways to i just look forword to that day and i think that we all do.
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[29 Dec 2004|12:36pm] |
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so much as happend in that last couple of days i dont even know wherer to start.whata ever i dont think i will get in to any of that.But i like Monica and i dont know what to do about it. how shitty is that.all i wnat to do is be with her.mna what the fuck i can teven realy stop thinking about the next time i get to see her. then when i do get to dee her i dont know what to do becouse i realy like her and i dont want to fuck this up by coming on to hard or dome thing. ha. the othier night mike wanted me to go over and kiss her. lol . i realy wanted to but what if she does not want that yet or better yet what if she does not like me then i get shot down and... i dont kow i dont think i couls take it. but what are you goinmg to do about it.
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5 hundred ppl kicked me in the nuts | FUCK
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so life is sucking kinda bad right now have nothing to do and nore can i do any thing wiht wokr and shit the bes thing that happend all besides chilling the the parking lot at subway was that me and mike are fucking with derak becouse he pastout well i have to work tomorrow 7:30 to 11 how fun what ever need the money i still dont like some people still i still dont like them alot mike says that i should just forget about it but hoe do you let shit like that just go you dont becouse that was fucked up and i dont thing that i will ever realy be able to chill eith them with out feeling messed up but what ever i do it for the freind i still love funny hoe i get in all the shit all the time but yet iam the guy that tries to fix evey thing that i can most of the time i a fuck up but what ever i try right waht else do you want out of me iam not perfet and good proff of that is look at this it is a run on sentce becouse iam to lazy to make it right well iam going to sleep becouse i have nothign esle to do fun fun nihgt
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[13 Dec 2004|11:14pm] |
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this sucks x-mas is coming up fast and i have no money to get any one anything.
that kinda sucks becouse i want to get evey one some thing but i just dont have the mone yto do it. if that is not bad anuff i didnt have any money to get any thing for grace for her birthday. what an ass what ever i wull just have to make it up some how
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9 hundred ppl kicked me in the nuts | FUCK
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look at me my depthperception most be off again cause this hurt deeper then i thought it did it as not healed with time it just shot down my spine
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4 hundred ppl kicked me in the nuts | FUCK
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[18 Nov 2004|09:55pm] |
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climbing building it up taring me down lift it back up we are climbing all of this time drifting back down to the ground
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[10 Nov 2004|04:55pm] |
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ok
me and grace get to talk about all of this i hope it works out nothing will make me happier so iam going to cross my fingers and hope that i can some how turn this around for the better i hope that are relationship only gets stronger wiht all this (not in i want to date her kind of way but as a freind a sister) well i hopw it works even though some of you dont i do
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[09 Nov 2004|11:26am] |
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you know what iam going to stop this before it turns in to what happend between you and kat
you win a battle taht i didnt even know that was hapening
so intill you thik that it is time to talk about this like grown ups instead of little kids posting it on the enter net bye
and iam not saying that you are the only one being a little kid i am to jsut so you know dont take it the wrong way
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4 hundred ppl kicked me in the nuts | FUCK
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[08 Nov 2004|02:40pm] |
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aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it is times like this that i wish i a can just die.
grace i never kissed you what is that i have never kissed you and norw would i. i dont think i could ever like you like that i thought of you like a sister never a lover and to think that .
i cant fucking beleave you i tend to think that you like drama becouse you are starting it again.juat now wiht a nother person.
and for you thik think that i would have laughed if i knew ath you guys where praying.you know me better then that. you know that i wouls have never if i knew that that was happening.i thought that you guys where just talking about youth group i never thought tah you would be pryaing. and dor that iam sorry and iam not trying to be derak
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7 hundred ppl kicked me in the nuts | FUCK
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[27 Oct 2004|08:54pm] |
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I hate females they are so confussing. I cant hever figer them out. What ever i dont care. Well ciji called in the morning wanting to drive so i let her. But then after school she left wiht out give my a hide home. So the only reson i didnt walk all the way home it was becouse kat saw me and josh walking. Thank you Kat. That would have sucked alot.Man iam so pissed i never just letf her i all ways made shere she could get home or i gave her i hide. Then she seid that she was not going that fare north any ways. Well you should have fucking told me that at the begging of the day so i could idont know found i hide or seid fuck that iam driven. I will at least take you home to get your car, And now grace is going to be mad at me for righting this but i dont care she would be pissed to if it happend to her. oh well iam going to bed fuck it.
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2 hundred ppl kicked me in the nuts | FUCK
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[17 Oct 2004|10:09pm] |
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what if you like some one but you dont know how they feel about you what should you do?
i mean just wait that soes not make sents b/c if you wait to long you may miss my chance go for it you cant do that then you would be comin on to strong well these are the things that i need to figer out and and i dont know how to get the answer
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[30 Sep 2004|05:54pm] |
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you know what else is shitty. i have some freind not saying any names but when some thing up sets them so bad that they start to cry and leave the room and becaoude they are you freinds and you love them you wnat to know that is making them that upset. BUT THEN THEY WILL NOT TELL YOU WHAT IT IS makes me mad i just want to know what it was the mad e you so upset ples tell me
love you guys always
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